jungmo/woobin

• crush culture makes me want to spill my guts out - 3/3, 21.5k words, t
  • jungmo feels like his heart is going to completely burst out of his chest. he revealed to the whole fucking world that he’s never felt anything for anyone, ever, how fucking weird must that be. he’s weird, he’s a freak, and not even his members know this, what are they going to think? now what he said is being broadcasted to the whole of korea and non-korean fans are going to find out. they must think he’s a freak too.
  • before jungmo’s mind can send him into more of a panic, serim walks over and places a hand on his shoulder.
  • “if there’s anything bothering you, or anything you need to talk about, i’m here.” before jungmo can say anything in return, he walks off, leaving jungmo staring with wide eyes at his hyung who walks in the general direction of his shared bedroom with taeyoung and hyeongjun.

wonjin & jungmo

• when i open my eyes - 1/1, 1k words, t
  • jungmo likes the night air hitting his face.

seongmin/taeyoung

• i feel so tiny and still so small - 1/2, 10.2k words, t
  • it’s not like seongmin has ever heard autistic people having bad experiences (even though deep down he definitely knows most people have gone through something horrible), he hasn’t seen them for himself. he’s always kept to himself, been a nice boy when it hadn’t come to others’ emotions.
  • maybe he wants to cling onto the hope that he’s just unusual. clinging onto his dear mothers words about just being different from others and that difference being his personality and not autism.
  • “i’ll- i’ll look into it…” he says hesitantly.

allen/serim/woobin

• my heart's again in a daze - 1/1, 3k words, t
  • serim is the prettiest person alive, allen decides quickly, and it’s not just because he’s dating the man, but because everyone else seems to be falling in love with this man just as easily as he did.