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i've been told that i can wield words better than the average person. but these words i wield, they were never meant to be a blade. they were meant to be better than the swords they have become. i never wanted to hate the way i hate, but i can't change that now. now, my hate for the world is mutual, and it is better this way. i have the reassurance that i am not alone in hating me. sep 15 2024 ∞
nov 5 2024 + and there is so much hurt and anger pent up inside of me, with no one to listen or to care. it sits uselessly, trapped forever in my chest and struggling towards the surface, pushing my breath out of the way until those breaths are gone and it's just gasps upon gasps upon gasps. i look for love in handsome faces and pretty smiles, because that is where my mind believes i can find a companion, someone to hope with and to hope for. but yet, these faces and smiles turn away, to other faces and smiles that bloom back at them in the way mine can't or won't. i feel so much and too much to the point where it just boils back down to the the hurt and anger. the two and i are one and the same. sep 15 2024 ∞
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astra inclinant, sed non obligant ⭐ sep 4 2024 ∞
nov 5 2024 + apathy is what you don't want. hate is okay, murderous rage is okay, but not apathy. because when someone hates you, or wants to kill you, there are still emotions. they still care what happens to you, even if it's for a malicious reason. when it's apathy, there's nothing at all. oct 12 2024 ∞
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