hello!!!! we're collectively known as the sheep system, and including the original, there is currently 16 of us. we have members that are fragments, and therefore aren't fully formed yet, or don't want to introduce themselves just yet. we're gonna make a carrd for our group (soonish). this is in order of when we showed ourselves to our system mates. rain is the very first person who formed when we were a toddler, but didn't show herself until we were 21. emily is the second person who formed when we were 9, but didn't show herself until we were 15, and then again at 20...emily prevented from our host to enter or even know about being plural for several years, and most recently almost half a year. ash and a few of us are somewhat still in denial, and we can be sensitive if we're triggered into thinking we're not real. we collectively experience psychosis, bipolar 1, ocd + (mostly harm/sexual) intrusive thoughts, adhd, autism, c-ptsd, anxiety, and hypersexuality. some of us have these, and some don't. emily might have been, or still is, a system as she was originally two people that eventually evolved into one singular alter.

  • ASH/SAGE: longtime host (core)/body alter/trauma holder/original
  • EMILY (AIR): gatekeeper/internal self helper/soother/protector/trauma holder/co-host/original

(*note: she only holds her own trauma and very little of the body's)

  • RANDAL: protector/caretaker/co-host/fictive
  • TAVROS: caretaker/fictive
  • ERIC: drug alter/sexual alter/trauma holder/soother/age-slider/original

(*note: he knows very little of the trauma memories he holds)

  • ALEX: anti-sexual alter/trauma holder/protector/original
  • TOBIE: caretaker/trauma holder/original
  • ANNE (RABBIT): su***dal + destructive avenger/trauma holder/teenager (age-slider)/sexual alter/original
  • PIGLET: trauma holder/child/age-slider/fictive
  • TOKI: trauma holder/fictive
  • J/"SAM": su***dal + destructive persecutor/trauma holder/teenager/faitive

( *note: holds mostly his own trauma. he does not want to share his source or real name due to his sources being very problematic and wanting to be in a safe space*)

  • ELEANOR (STRAWBERRY): persecutor??/original
  • RAIN: co-host (core)/trauma holder/persecutor/original
  • KYLE: ANP/fictive
  • CALVIN: "technician"/OCD holder/fictive
  • SACCHARINE: factive/trauma holder
aug 21 2021 ∞
oct 5 2022 +