a lot of my journal entries will be poorly translated into other languages, particularly japanese. this is partially so i can disassociate it from myself and partially so others cannot properlly translate it back to know what i was saying 100%. japanese is the language mainly used since i want to learn it someday and google translations of it are sucky so its harder to guess my true words. im not doing this to be edgy, its simply a way for me to express myself without feeling paranoid.