👽 now playing: Lightning by Danny Elfman 👽

• i've been anxious and paranoid for about 4 days
• this sucks
• maybe i need to cut back on the coffee
• watch me get another coffee in the morning

👽 now playing: Just A Human by Danny Elfman 👽

• i need to drag myself out of bed and charge my headphones lol
• class starts at 1:45 today and i need to get on the bus really ficking soon
• have to fight the urge to get a drink
• may god have mercy on me

👽 now playing: Some Girls Are Bigger Than Others by The Smiths 👽

• i made it to the area on time
• can’t wait till my stomach starts to hurt
• i drank water so i’m getting better at that
• i still feel shriveled up
• a friend came by! it’s always great
• i should have gone with them i have like 40 minutes to spare

👽 now playing: Only A Lad 10" by Oingo Boingo 👽

• cleaning out the corner of my room with an easel in it
• two out of the three of my art classes need like a massive workspace
• i've been begging my parents to try and help look for a smaller size for my bed bc it takes up half the room but they keep saying no
• i can't work in here man 😭