👽 now playing: Shitshow by Death Grips 👽

• good afternoon everyone
• my thought of the day is that modern horror games seem to be too marketed towards children
• it sucks only having "family friendly" horror games
• i don't know if this is gonna get any better
• and as an artist things are getting more and more difficult because now all the media wants to see are these brightly colored, many-toothed things that have no fear factor at all other than the occasional cheesy jumpscare
• sorry for the rant
• i found my laminate and now i'm gonna draw some stuff to throw in the cricut
• it's been a while since i did any stuff with my cricut
• i haven't drawn anything yet
• i can't sort things by importance!!! i don't know how...........

👽 now playing: Death Grips is Online by Death Grips 👽

• i'm at this starbucks and jesus it feels like everyone is watching me
• i love electric dreams and i also love i have no mouth and i must scream
• edgar and am are like the complete opposite of one another i think they would be best friends
• i'm kidding
• or am i
• anyways thanks to my friend for showing me that
• the unstoppable force vs the immovable object except they're both unstoppable and the universe is going to explode in five seconds the feedback loop is too strong
• anyways i'm at this starbucks and i feel like everyone's watching me
• they're probably all thinking like "eeeewwww what's this guy doing he looks so gross"
• death grips sounds nice though
• also when i type on a solid desk i'll put down the keyboard of my surface cause i like the way it feels
• i'm also noticing that my friend's diary on here is like way shorter
• maybe i have too much on my mind
• maybe i like typing
• who knows
• anyways i got a tall blonde iced vanilla latte because they taste good but it was like 200 calories which made me very sad
• if i had seen the nitro cold brew i would've got that instead, it was only 70 calories
• i don't feel like i did enough this break. i had a month and a half and i did next to nothing with that time. i feel really dejected
• but whatever. i'll try to do things the best i can
• i feel so ashamed writing in public bc i write my things in like pink comic sans because i write things better that way
• it makes me regret going to starbucks
• i feel ashamed drawing in public too bc i don't feel like i'm good enough to draw in public
• update i'm leaving now but stillllll

👽 now playing: Out Of Control by Oingo Boingo 👽

• i’m at my dads work rn sitting in the break room
• having my tomatoes right now :3
• after i’m done i think i’ll try and block out the first few scenes of SOR while i’m here
• i like it here, it’s very quiet
• plus my headphones it’s very nice

👽 now playing: Renegade by Styx 👽

• i'm home now
• i did a facial cleanse and a charcoal pore strip
• kind of mad that it doesn't do the tip of my nose. maybe i'm putting it too high
• i need to fix my nails and do another clear coat :(
• charlie spittin rn
• i hate waiting for my nails to dry bc im impatient

👽 now playing: Snowblind by Styx 👽

• i finished my nails i'm so happppppy...
• i think they'lll be more secure now tee hee
• anyways my gf is calling i'm gonna go