👽 now playing: Nothing To Fear (But Fear Itself) by Oingo Boingo 👽

• i'm in a cafe talking to my friend
• i kind of feel like a failure
• honestly i wish that things were different
• i can't drop out of any more classes..... i am NOT a failure

👽 now playing: The Last Time by Danny Elfman 👽

• i'm back in the cafe
• i managed to talk to an employee and we talked about having bangs
• my graphic design professor says he can tell i'm "taking the class seriously" but like.
• i mean of course i am but i'm also very afraid of HIM and even more afraid of letting him down
• my life is on the line. i have adhd.
• i'm so fucking scared right now what if i disappoint him oh god