👽 now playing: Out Of Control by Oingo Boingo 👽

• you know i just feel a little bit peaceful right now
• this feeling probably won't last long
• i was just sitting in bed listening to music through my laptop
• and i was just... kind of existing again
• i'm not derealizing right now
• maybe a little bit, or maybe i'm just tired
• i was just drawing
• and laying in bed
• this song makes me feel at peace and i like that
• the guy that sings this song knows i exist

👽 now playing: Go Away by Danny Elfman 👽

• i wonder how long it’s going to take to get my life back together
• i haven’t been dieting recently
• i should do that
• but anyways i have a con in three weeks and i have drawn nothing for it 😭
• i really don’t know what i should do
• should i make keychains??? how???
• maybe i can start up an online store
• but i’d have to COMPLETELY renovate my room to even think about doing something like that
• it would be wonderful tho…

👽 now playing: Lonely Day by System of a Down 👽

• i'm at my dad's work again
• sucks how i can't be alone with my mom anymore
• i'm afraid we'll argue and my dad won't be there to break it up
• i need to get out of this house but i can barely work a job