👽 now playing: Me and the Birds by Duster 👽

• i think i'm getting into another funk
• but then again it's the beginning of the month
• this is going to be really fun
• my head hurts and i can't sleep
• i just wonder if like. things will get better

👽 now playing: Nothing To Fear (But Fear Itself) by Oingo Boingo 👽

• oh my god i’m so exhausted and it’s not even the second week
• i need to schedule an appointment for my graphic design class so i can meet with my professor
• a part of me thinks that he thinks i’m cis and i don’t want to ruin that but at the same time like. he’s a graphic design teacher. he can tell i’m not cis by my handwriting
• anyways i’m on the bus and i’m starting to flesh individual scenes out for the album in the document
• it’s gonna be so cliché and bad but that’s all i can do lol

👽 now playing: Right To Know by Oingo Boingo 👽

• i should buy a protein shake
• maybe after class
• i think i’ll just get a water at sb
• i’m so exhausted i’m carrying my crafts materials to class
• also were in a lunch rush right now so the bus is taking hella long
• gives me more time to write

👽 now playing: Mother_Father by Swans 👽

• UUUUUUUU LCD SOUNDSYSTEM IS PERFORMING
• i need to see james murphy so bad dude i’ve wanted to see him for five entire years
• but the problem is that my dads gonna say no
• cause we’re going to a death grips concert and a 100 gecs concert in may
• and this one’s in june 😭😭😭
• and also in fucking PASADENA
• i mean we’d go down the pasadena freeway again
• that was the specific freeway judge doom was talking about in Who Framed Roger Rabbit
• i forgot a fucking hairtie.

👽 now playing: Flesh 'N Blood by Oingo Boingo 👽

• i feel like a failure a little bit
• i didn't follow the schedule my graphic design teacher made us make at the start of the semester for today
• i wish things were different i wish i wasn't so tired all the time
• i slept in but i was out of the house in 10 minutes and i didn't miss my bus so that's good
• dark at the end of the tunnel is honestly a really nice album
• it's just got that sot of calmer vibe than other albums so it's good to listen to as background noise
• i need to stop being a pussy and listen to try to believe lmao

👽 now playing: The Last Time by Danny Elfman 👽

• there was a cool looking scene kid in here
• i wanted to say hi
• maybe they go to the college
• they looked so cool
• i wish i could stick to an aesthetic so i can actually you know. work on my appearance more
• right now i have like "alien that's living on earth and obsessed with the 80s rock scene"
• that's such a weird crossover i feel so weird

👽 now playing: The Glitzy Hive by Neon Indian 👽

• i feel like i'm back in freshman year
• tally hall's back too
• i'm sitting in the middle of a starbucks right now and i can't stop wishing i was back in 2019
• i miss it so much