👽 now playing: Inside Out by Duster 👽

• i want to go back to sleep
• my girlfriend did wonderfully last night and i loved it just like she said
• she's done so much and i'm so proud of her
• i don't know why i don't want to remember
• it'll take a while
• like the will wood concert

👽 now playing: Out Of Control by Oingo Boingo 👽

• god it hurts just to remember.
• what the fuck
• holy shit
• i need to go organize my records or something cause jesus christ...
• i think i have ocd

👽 now playing: On The Outside (1988) by Oingo Boingo 👽

• have not organized my records but i took out the cds and dvds
• i'm getting somewhere
• i feel like i'm going to be staying up all night again...
• i might be derealizing again
• i think i am derealizing

👽 now playing: Hey! by Oingo Boingo 👽

• this song reminds me of AM
• i'm kind of jealous of the people that can make their sketchbook look fabulous
• but at the same time it motivates me to clean up my own space
• i've felt so empty this whole fucking day....
• i wish i was happier but
• idk

👽 now playing: Violent Love (1988) by Oingo Boingo 👽

• i finally organized my records
• i do NOT have room for the 45s in the fucking victrola case 😭
• i need to find a new space
• is there like a milk crate but smaller
• i need to get a job so i can get an apartment
• and when i get an apartment i'll have a dedicated space for my records