👽 now playing: Everybody Loves You by Danny Elfman 👽

• the punchline was that i started my period right after i wrote the last entry
• people looked at me like i was tweaking
• the pain was so bad that i was shuffling my feet and clenching my fist and breathing heavily and crying
• my eyes were wide open too like i was on drugs
• i ended up passing out in the con bathroom for about half an hour until a janitor asked if i was okay
• i can't keep living like this