👽 now playing: Electric Funeral by Black Sabbath 👽

• i met a new friend yesterday
• i'm a little scared when i talk to him
• i think he lives nearby i saw on his story that he went to the barnes and noble near my college
• he's also in a band and he likes swans like i do
• i'm scared of him but i'm scared of everyone new
• he asked to hang out sometime but added an "as friends" at the end since he must have been worried that i was worried he showed interest
• why must you not treat me as your equal
• a wake up call that i don't pass as well as i think i do
• it's the long hair but i don't want to cut my hair because guys have long hair too