👽 now playing: Hunter by Have A Nice Life 👽

• i feel like i won't amount to anything
• as soon as i pick up that guitar i remember that i suck and then i play badly until i start to cry
• it's 10 pm now and i don't think i can play tonight
• i feel so empty
• all i want is for people to care about what i make
• i should probably go the art route i don't know what i was thinking
• i can't write songs what an idiot holy shit
• like it's pathetic how excited i get when i'm even remotely mentioned at all in any situation ever
• i hate feeling invisible
• i don't care if people creep on me at least they care enough to creep on me i don't CARE ANYMORE
• i just want people to care all i want is for people to care
• no one ever fucking cares all i want isfor people to care

👽 now playing: Holy Fucking Shit: 40,000 by Have A Nice Life 👽

• i'm not sleeping until i come up with something or start something
• i can't take this anymore i cannot afford to be forgotten.
• my friend shares the complete opposite sentiment he doesn't want to be famous and that's OKAY!!! we're opposite in many ways
• i just am terrified of being forgotten
• i can't control what happens to my memory when i die