👽 now playing: I Don’t Love by Have A Nice Life 👽

• good morning gamers
• i didn’t sleep
• i was thinking about my old fucking theater teacher
• on saturday i went to see my girlfriend perform
• but he stopped me and said i needed to have a wristband
• and i told him that no one informed me
• “you went here for 4 years, stanley, don’t lie.”
• “no one told me i’m not lying, and i was about to leave anyway”
• “but you’ve been in and out”
• “i was literally walking out the door”
• “either you can get a wristband or go home”
• “i was just about to go home”
• “then go home.”
• i want to die
• he’s always treated me like that
• and i ran into someone i knew when i was a freshman
• and they went “oh weren’t you in theater?”
• i don’t know if they saw me visibly wince
• i threw out my theater letter yesterday and the patches
• i never was chalked up to anything anyway.
• i never existed.
• i was never there.
• she can talk about me all she wants but i was never there.
• i was a waste of space then and i’m a waste of space now
• i’ll never be more than just an inconvenience for everyone

👽 now playing: High Time By Styx 👽

• depression postponed listening to KWH again
• im still sad tho
• looking into zucchini pasta

👽 now playing: Double Life by Styx 👽

• they should have fucking performed this i’m sorry. i don’t know why they didn’t
• i think caught in the act would have been a little less corny if they had stuck to the album and the album only
• and actually you know. wrote a script
• instead of
• witty one liners
• but anyways sorry i wrote the rest of it tee hee 😇
• but anyways none of the actual bangers from this album were played and it pisses me off
• they had a chance (opportunity) to really progress the story and they didn’t???
• i know this was 40 years ago and they hate each other now but like. i still can be a little miffed
• i want to remake this so bad it’s unreal
• i made a story out of the baseline lore!!!
• the tvtropes page says that there was no plot but I MADE ONE. i made one
• and it’s actually really nice i think
• i gave the characters backstories and the embodiments of good and evil in this story intertwine
• haven’t developed jonathan much though… i should do that probably LMFAO
• i mean he seems so straightforward but like. straightforward isn’t GOOD enough for me