👽 now playing: Heard Somebody Cry by Oingo Boingo 👽

• i found an interview from february with dennis deyoung
• he confirmed that the murder of the MMM member was intentionial and i'm freaking out cause i was at least right about one thing
• he didn't talk much about the lore though
• but he did like. say that behind the music lied about styx being booed in texas
• they were booing because the BEER WAS GONE lmfao
• but he seemed really nice and my hope is restored that he'd. respond to my email
• but i still highly doubt it either way;;; i'm just some Thing out there you know? i'm no one special
• but i still keep just a little bit of hope
• but it would be so sick to know or to figure it out...
• i love this guy vv much
• i hope he won't be angry with me
• he still scares me either way cause everyone i look up to scares me a little bit
• i was also apparently wrong about jonathan chance's outfit? apparently his vest is red in the front
• which puts a massive wrench in my plans lol
• i am most likely not going to do it
• but i keep a couple things just in case i'm stupid or healthy enough to change my mind

👽 now playing: My Plea by Jack Stauber 👽

• im having one of those peaceful moments again
• i just finished wet work by philip nutman
• it’s a really good book
• i might have mentioned it in here before
• it’s about zombies and there’s a comet that screwed everything up
• it was like action horror and it reminded me a little bit of escape from new york?
• i don’t know
• also i think i have a head cold
• it should go away soon though
• it’s time to be god for a little longer