👽 now playing: Big Mess by DEVO 👽

• i'm still worried about emailing dennis deyoung
• i've been meaning to for over a month
• it weighs on my soul dude...
• like unironically i wanna know but like i don't wanna seem like an obsessive fan
• am i obsessive????

👽 now playing: Cold War by Styx 👽

• i woke up and this song was stuck in my head
• god damnit i dreamt about this album again
• that's number six

👽 now playing: Paradise is Mine by Swans 👽

• sometimes i worry that i'm faking being autistic
• because i tend to absorb mannerisms of the people around me
• but undiagnosed autism leads to BPD...
• and i don't want BPD
• but i'm scared the standards they'll use is for boys and i'm not a boy