👽 now playing: Orbitron by Duster 👽

• i'm probably going to be feeling like this through my birthday
• i want to die so bad
• i wish i was dead
• i wish i wasn't feeling like this
• i wish that i didn't hate myself
• i wish that i was anything but alive

👽 now playing: Where Does Your Body Begin? by Michael Gira 👽

• i had a panic attack last night and nothing felt real and i felt like something was going to get me
• i was sick and i was afraid
• i felt like a wounded animal being stalked
• i AM a wounded animal i AM being stalked and i dread the night
• i dread when the sun sets and i dread when it comes out to watch me again
• my only solace is sleep
• and i can't sleep right now