👽 now playing: Holy Diver by Dio 👽

• bookstore date tomorrow
• jesus i'm really nervous
• the guy told me i didn't have to be nervous but i'm still gonna be nervous anyway because i'm always nervous
• you know i'm wondering if i'll ever find a good photographer that'll let me go apeshit with the stuff i wanna do
• like i wanna go into the storm drain and cover myself in fake sludge and slam myself into the walls and let a guy take photos of whatever shit i get up to
• i'll call them grimeshots and they'll be wonderful
• stan note to reply to that one guy over text
• stan note to call the shrink
• stan note to email the other guy