👽 now playing: Mascara by Deftones 👽

• the boy's not coming over
• he has nothing to wear
• i got the pills
• the doctor says i have bpd i don't have bpd
• because i'm not abusive
• people with bpd abuse people and i don't want to even imply i'm doing that
• fuck him but whatever he got the pills for me
• god i just want to be like everyone else
• i just want to not feel like a goddamn failure anymore

👽 now playing: Black Hole Sun by Soundgarden 👽

• found pepople on tumblr that knew as much about the kilroy lore as i did
• holy FUCK it's over for me dude i'm