👽 now playing: pg. 4 a picture of three hedges by julie 👽

• i got a photo with JY and lawrence gowan but not with tommy shaw;; he was tired
• i just feel kind of depressed now
• and i feel kind of ashamed for liking KWH as much as i do now that i've literally met the guy who played dr righteous
• he's so nice and i feel so bad for being so into something that he hates
• i didn't have breakfast
• i think this is the pain part of the pleasure/pain cycle that's been happening since 2021
• maybe i'll write a drabble abt my self insert and dr righteous to make myself feel better
• i'm fighting for my life. im not abandoning a year's worth of work
• if i keep telling myself that JY and dr. righteous are canonically two separate people, i think i can continue working