- Being in dark, unfamiliar places
- Bugs, specifically ones that could be on me
- Crickets
- The possibility of our apartment manager discovering we've had cats but have never paid the deposit...
- The thought of getting arrested
- The thought of never accomplishing something with my life
- My bills
- The possibility of changing jobs
- My new job!
- Change in general
- Moldy things I find in my apartment
- The scale, recently
- Mirrors and things they make me do
- Photographs of myself
- My compulsion to consume unspecific intoxicating substances
- Therapy
- The fact that I might need therapy after all
- People who want to be romantically involved with me
- Talking about my feelings
- My lack of short term memory, difficulty grasping certain logical/mathematical concepts, my truly terrible manual dexterity and tendency to randomly drop things, episodes of incurable "spaciness", the randomly occurring spots near the center of my field of vision, and the fact that all of these things might be linked
jan 21 2009 ∞
feb 20 2009 +
