and even when i'm wrong i tend to think i'm right / well i’m bored of the game / and too tired to rage

general info

• name: kano sazanami
• nicknames/aliases: ripple
• source: magical girl raising project
• pronouns: she/her
• biggest comforts: snow white, top speed.
• brief description: emotionally stunted ninja wants to fight the world

CONTENT WARNINGS

• death
• murder
• brainwashing
• parental abuse/neglect

memories:

• i had multiple canons, and i'm still trying to sort out what memories go in which one. so until then this will be a disorganised mess.
• there are three separate canons that i specifically remember so far. one that follows the source canon, one that splits after limited and one that splits after jokers. i might have one that splits during restart as well but im not sure yet.

canon memories:

• magical daisy, as a show, was very important to me for kind of complicated reasons. let's just say it taught me a lot about the world
• my mother was pretty damn awful. very neglectful. her partners were all trash too, not a single good one out of the lot
• i never went back to my mother. i never spoke to her again. and i never wanted to. i still greatly dislike her- and her partner for that matter. he deserved a lot worse.
• i genuinely found everyone so irritating at first jesus i was an intolerant lil shit
• one time not long after i became a magical girl some shit happened and i got lost away from my apartment without my magical phone. i was really furious about stuff and got really mad with myself over getting lost. then top speed arrived & despite not realising i was ripple, helped me back to somewhere familiar. i appreciated it but obviously i didnt say anything
• i had a lot of nemurin dreams after unmarked but assumed they were just a product of my subconscious. its kind of hilarious in hindsight tbh
• after i lost my eye and arm as ripple, i still had them as kano. it was strange, especially if i had spent a lot of time transformed. i used to close my left eye to think and preferred to use my right arm for things.
• snow & i went to the funerals of nearly everyone. not really gonna expand on that because it's depressing, but yeah
• before frederica came into the picture, snow and i would hang out together a lot. we mostly just tested the limits of our magical skills and did Cool Magical Girl Stuff, it was pretty nice
• we had some fights before she even turned up about snow wanting to learn how to fight. i refused every single time and she stopped pressing it
• i remember that when frederica first arrived i just, instinctually hated her guts. but because i was trying to become a more open person i tried not to act on those feelings. boy, do i wish i had at least mentioned something to snow sooner
• i was so afraid of snow getting hurt. i know i tended to be overprotective though
• after frederica was arrested snow just wasn't the same. i tried to help her but everything i did just seemed to push her away further
• snow & i took down a handful of rogue magical girls together before she completely pushed me away. i guess she realised i was only doing it to keep her safe
• i met a lot of magical girls before getting into contact with 7753. i actually had a pretty wide circle of contacts if you can believe it. who knew being stubborn can get you allies
• i remember thinking highly of the b-city investigation team. i actually trusted them
• while brainwashed, i did a lot more than what was shown in the light novel. i don't really want to go into it here, as you can most likely imagine none of it was pleasant. you can ask me about it though, if you're curious. i remember liking the third lapis lazuline though.
• after i was released from brainwashing i was convinced that everyone hated me and that they'd be better off without me. for a long time i refused to be around anyone, especially the people i cared about the most.
• i was also terrified of putting people in danger because i knew frederica could get at me

limited divergent:

• basically blessed timeline where i survived the b-city incident
• when i woke up in hospital snow was right there next to me and she just looked so happy to see me. i was pretty disoriented but i was happy to see her too. it had been over a year since we'd last spoken, who knew all it took was nearly dying to make her come back-
• that was in poor taste, im sorry
• 7753 & mei eventually came to visit as well and told me what had happened after i'd passed out. i felt bad that i hadnt been able to do anything more to help but *shrugging emoticon*
• they also let me know that mana was there & we were hospital bros for a bit. i got discharged before her though. i guess magical girls heal faster than mages
• i became quite close with 7753, mei & mana. snow didn't really get along with them very well though, especially mana, which i suppose is understandable
• snow stayed in contact with me after that. i think the whole incident made her afraid that i was going to disappear
• i was invited to the s-city incident but didnt notice the invitation until it was too late. snow still went there and, as far as i'm aware, things played out mostly like they did in canon, just without me
• i dont know what happened to mi-chan, but premium sachiko didnt die. she escaped puk puck with uluru
• i went with mana to investigate puk puck as a volunteer- i was still trying to get in with the examination division- and got caught up with the whole puk incident
• fal, mana, uluru, sachiko and i were probably the absolute worst team you could possibly have together. jesus, we were a mess. somehow it worked out though

found:

• tepsekemei, the second lapis lazuline, cranberry, magicaloid 44, shadow gale, la pucelle, snow white, tama.

other information:

• i tend to be overprotective of certain people. mostly top speed and snow white but also mana, 7753, mei, wedin, funny trick & uluru to a lesser extent
• frederica still makes me very paranoid because her magical skill can see you even if you are 'starting life over in a new world' and i worry that she'll pull me back or use the sword on me or something. i know, it's probably irrational, but paranoia tends not to care about things like rationality. im fine talking about her or whatever just keep it in mind