- june
- infp (intp when pissed off)
- she
- chronic underperformer
- will die without a fandom
- shittiest procrastination issues known to man
- pansexual (claims to be bi around people who don't know what the term is)
- film hoe, try-hard book hoe (is actually really just a hoe)
- fanfic is real literature PERIOD
- FIXATIONS!!!
- "shit man I'm just chillin with my nerd shit'", but will on occasion do extraordinary things jacked on caffeine out of jealousy, ambition, and sheer spite
- a white frat boy in the body of a tiny asian girl who is almost an adult but still looks like a high schooler
- really just wants to be the slightly inadequate but unrelenting main character of a shonen manga who fights bad guys and is backed up by a group of trustworthy friends and a love interest who she thinks of in fight sequences when she's about to die
- claims that slow experimental plotlines with pretentious cinematography, political commentary, good dialogue, and ambiguous bittersweet endings are her Thing but is also a big sucker for good cheesy romcoms that leave you feeling full and perfect and young
- did i mention. fixations?
- fears include ghosts, bugs, not being precocious, wasting precious time, and forgetting important memories
- likes include:
- crime thrillers that aren't just about the crime
- noir: the film genre, the word, the aesthetic
- the feeling you get when you finish a book in one go
- the experience of nerding out in your room alone, swaddled in blankets
- jazz music
- rave parties
- fruits, water, and tea
- morning showers
- learning foreign languages
- sunny days
- fighting for the greater good
- jeans, t-shirts, and sneakers
- praying
- crying hard
- my last name
- weed
- neon lights in dingy places at night
- when your crush is tipsy enough to flirt with you
- the feeling you get when you are certain that you are better than someone you used to be inferior to
- the feeling you get when you know you have turned someone on
- getting blackout drunk with friends
- honest conversations
- background noise
- the ironies of the roman catholic religion
- winning
- dandelion yellow
- haircuts at the salon
- binge-watching tv series while eating healthy snacks
- museums
- greek tragedies
- ekstasis, or: reading a line so good you have to pause to absorb it and revel in it
- reading for hours on clean, grassy stretches of land (see: washington square park)
- being in love
- being kind, in big ways and small ways, and possessing a love for someone else-- an overwhelming amount of it, so much of it that it fills your entire being and makes you outrageously brave and tender all at once
oct 4 2019 ∞
jan 2 2020 +