- a small apartment in the middle of a bustling city
- 12-ish floors up?? not terribly high but not low eithernot luxurious either, a perfectly middle-class living space
- always bathed in sunlight in the mornings
- in the evenings, the city lights dot the view like stars
- has a rooftop where i go to breathe in the city pollution and smoke cigarettes like a pretentious asshole while i watch the the bustle below and across me, my face illuminated by the faint purple-orange glow of the city
- sometimes me s/o joins me on the rooftop and we laugh and have meaningful conversations or comfortable silence there
- waking up fully rested in a bed with white sheets, with the person i love across me, half-naked and sleeping soundly
- lazy mumbled morning conversations in bed
- also lazy morning sex
- really nice and long showers
- making coffee in my underwear and a big t-shirt
- a job that i both love and excel at; it's a bit stressful but i always come home feeling accomplished
- on particularly sappy evenings: drinking wine after a dinner at home, murmured conversations in bed with nothing but the light of the city illuminating the darkness
- finishing an entire book in one go
- late night highway drives ft loud music and neon lights and my hands in the air
- movie marathons on the couch spent beside the person i love, not being afraid to make commentary + having vvv interesting conversations about each movie during each credits cene
- drunkenly stumbling through the apartment hallway with my s/o, laughing because we keep bumping into the walls; me pressing them up against a wall when we get inside and kissing them like there's nothing else i know how to do
- s/o sighing into my mouth as i kiss them
- back kisses (bonus if its from the base of my spine to the space between my shoulder blades)
- neck kisses (bonus if they're on the nape)
- stomach kisses
- nice swimming pools at night ft expensive vodka and skinny dipping
- me lying on s/o's lap and getting them to read a book to me so i can fall asleep to their voice
- but also s/o lying on my lap and asking me to read them whatever i'm holding
- writing something good
- s/o reading my manuscript on the couch, looking very focused with their glasses on, taking the time to go through it even if they aren't that into books or writing
- carding my hand through s/o's hair as i straddle them in a chair nd them looking so gone nd turned on
- s/o noticing and asking if i'm wearing new underwear (bonus if i'm straddling s/o when they say this)
- getting a haircut at the salon, from the part where they shampoo your hair to the part where you can feel your head getting lighter as they cut off inches of hair to the part where they blowdry it and everything is nice and warm
- rave parties in hole-in-the-wall clubs ft neon lights and glitter and good trap music and me letting go, not afraid to be wild
- when clothes fit me in all the right places and i leave the fitting room feeling attractive instead of body-conscious
- going to an art gallery with s/o ft expensive people and cocktails and me, in a nice dress that makes me vv sexy, meeting s/o's gaze from across the room + them smiling at me
- s/o picking me up from somewhere, grinning at me and waving vv excitedly (maybe even jumping and yelling) when they see me in the crowd of people going out
- bar-hopping with s/o ft trying out new drinks and exploring the city at night and subway rides
- binge-watching kdramas in the middle of the night when everything is quiet and i am completely alone
jul 10 2018 ∞
jul 12 2018 +