• [10/11/2015 00:04] I feel so tired and so alone.
• [10/11/2015 00:04] I'm hungry.
• [15/11/2015 17:52] I'm useless. I want a job.
• [17/12/2015 11:58] I'm so tired. Don't want to do anything.
• [13/01/2016 14:25] I try doing my best but sometimes the best isn't enough.
• [10/04/2016 23:01] I'm trying to change, to be the person I want to. But it feels like I'm always making the wrong decisions.
• [27/04/2016 19:51] Everybody moves on and I'm still here, no idea what to do from now on. I never risk, so I never win.
• [09/05/2016] I'm the worst person on earth. I deserve nothing.
• [24/6/2016] I shouldn't have done it. What was I thinking?
• [29/6/2016 21:28] kill me
• [02/7/2016 22:14] I am not ok. I feel stupid and ashamed, I want to talk with someone and I want to be happy again. I don't know how long I'm going to handle it. I say to others I'm ok but the truth is I am not; I say it hopping I finally believe it myself.
• [30/8/2016 22:56] wow I'm pathetic
• [2/10/2016 16:34] being in love sucks

Update: this list is over. I'm tired of feeling bad about myself. I'm tired of feeling sad. From now on, I want only to remember the good things in life. [09/01/2017]