sometimes i'm left to wonder who gets to interact with you. then, i get a little jealous inside since i know other people get to spend time with you when i couldn't. it sounds so immature but let me be the little kid i am. i yearn for your hands to hold mine whenever i feel uneasy. perhaps it's because you calm me down. that or whenever i look at you, nothing else matters. i yearn for your arms to embrace me whenever i feel like i'd fall. i mean, i'm not all too strong and it actually takes a lot of courage for me to lean on you since i might be a bother. but but. a ah, i just want to be both your strength and weakness. is that selfish? i think it is. i mean, a ah. good lord. i must really like you a lot because i never want to let you go. even if my head makes scenarios of us not meeting in so many times a week, my heart tells me we'd make it. that's what keeps me going. i don't want to be selfish since i know you have your life too but do know that i miss you and and and, a ah, i can't seem to take it whenever you're too far away. i often joke about girls liking you but heck, you're mine. and i swear, this heart of mine will not hold anyone else but you. even as days pass, you will be the only one to occupy this heart of mine. i can't wait to see you. i bet it'll be nice. i'll be recharged and perhaps, all these immature thoughts will go. after all, i can't be a kid in love. i want to be a woman who cares for you just as much as you do for me. i miss you. come and hug me soon, okay?