hmm, i really want to see my baby right now. a ah, but i bet he's busy too. let me just. [ scribbles on her pad paper ] dear diary, it's getting somehow hectic today. that or i just have really poor time management skills. i bet you that it's the second one causing the first, honestly. but gosh, i just want nick here with me. i want his hands in mine. all i want to do is touch him. not in that way though. that's gross! i mean, i just yearn for him to be close, for me to be able to talk to him. but, a ah. more importantly, i hope he knows that i'm here for him. even if i'm busy and all, i will try to make time for him, even if it's just a few minutes. heck, if he's upset, i'm dropping everything and comforting my baby. i just hope he knows that. i'm here for him, whenever and wherever. i might not be able to give the quickest replies but i sure will reply. may it be a few minutes, a few hours, a few days, i don't think it's too late, no? i mean, i'd rather be there for him late than never. i wish he isn't too busy too. hear that, love? you shouldn't be working too hard! i'd get mad at you. not because you aren't paying attention to me but you aren't paying attention to yourself! you need rest too. babe, be sure that even with the busy days, we'd still be here for each other, yes? because no matter how much time has passed between us, we can spend what's left with each other soon enough. also, if there's distance between us, i will make sure to reach out, grab you and hold you in my arms so you can feel how my heart beats only for you. folds her paper and leaves it on nick's desk. i hope he sure sees this and hopefully, sometime soon!