hey there, babe. what made you need your girlfriend, hmm? do you miss me that much? kidding. maybe, you just miss my awfully cringe worthy cheesiness. well, that's what you're getting now so i hope you don't cringe all too much. where do i start? i can't say that i fell in love with you at first sight. i mean, when you met me, i was your dad. i gotta blast. but, hey. i think there was something there. perhaps, it was familiarity. my mind probably babied you from day one since my subconscious was like, "this is him. it's going to be him." truthfully, i didn't realize it until recently. maybe, it was always this sense of not wanting to lose you that made me love you. it's not really me loving you because i need you but rather i need you because i love you. does that make sense? if not, let me try to word it out. we were friends, and still are, even before dating and honestly, i was okay with all those girls flocking you just because i wanted to be your friend. that would be loving you because i need you. i loved you because i got something from you at the time which was friendship and god knows how badly i needed one. but that changed. i don't know when but it did. it changed from "oh, i love him cause he's always been there for me" to "i'll always be there for him because i love him." it perhaps took me almost losing you to someone else to figure that out. dumb, i know. but still. thank you for patiently waiting until this idiot, your idiot, for to her senses because this is honestly the happiest i have been in a long while. i need you now because i love you. i fell for your stupid jokes, how you forget random things, and the way you don't understand sometimes. these sound rather has but hey, i get to complete you. i get to laugh at your dumb jokes, remind you always to put my babbling into good use and make you understand just how much you mean to me. with that, i end this cheesiness and you can get some from me personally some time soon! heh. and oh, i love you.