want = will!!!!

• i want to create all the fanfiction i want to create. i desire this the most.
• i want to draw more.
• reading
  • mostly classics and philosophy. i'm not very well-read at all.. i want to change this. i've been saying this since the start of the year, but i haven't made much progress.. well, the year isn't over yet!
  • albert camus, franz kafka, sean o'casey, poppy z brite; the divine comedy, lohengrin, steppenwolf, demian, kokoro, no exit, carmilla, strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde, the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, flowers for algernon; the locked tomb; whatever my friends recommend
• languages
  • i am learning japanese right now. i've passed n3 and want to pass n1 by the end of the year.. i've studied a little german; i'm taking a rest but i want to pick it back up. i want to relearn chinese, learn korean, and i want to learn many seasian languages...
  • because of various works, i want to learn more about astronomy.
  • i want to learn more about medication. years ago, i was admitted into a mental institution and there was someone there who knew a lot about them. i still look back on it and think it's cool.