- You can easily tell my emotion by the facial expressions that I make, but if you can't see me, I can easily hide them. In my text messages, IM/Chats, and phone conversations I can easily cover up what I am really feeling. So many times I have been crying on the phone and the person on the other line doesn't know and I can crack a joke and they hear a smile.
- My biggest fear is being raped.
- For the reason stated above, I notice too much when I am walking around places alone.
- Second biggest fear is forgetting all that I have done. I do it too much already.
- I have a horrible memory, but will hold a grudge and won't forget.
- For every bad grade I get, I feel worthless. To me, my grades are my worth and lately, I feel like nothing.
- I'm a terrible singer and a terrible guitar player, but I secretly want to be one of those awesome people on youtube that does covers for songs and have people love watching me.
- I know too much about sex.
- I often wonder why I love so much, because sometimes it can really hurt.
- It's hard for me to make girlfriends. Girls are bitches.
- I miss everything about home.
- Now, I never take a kind face or word for granted. It's what keeps me going.
- I write lists like this to help me cope. Organize. Vent. I have millions of pieces of paper filled with them.
- I want to be one of those people that carries around an awesome expensive camera everywhere and takes beautiful pictures.
- I can not honestly think of one thing in my life I have regretted. I know it all happens for a reason, even if that reason might seem like it sucks right now.
- It really bothers me when there are out-dated things on the bulletin boards around school. So, when nobody is looking, I take them down! It brings me joy.
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