- 4: i watched lots of cartoons on netflix w/ maddy and cassidy the night before, one of them being the slab/ramses episode of courage the cowardly dog and that night i had several dreams of being chased/killed and me killing (i think) a few times i half-woke up and had a cold sweat and one dream was elijah crocker killing people in school and i escaped outside and ran there was a group of people and i saw elijah through the window and i saw him see me and i ran. it was scary.
- 5: tried to do something for my dad with a new phone plan at a RadioShack type deal at a mall idk how we got there and the total was like 1,999 and my dad left me to on my own with my mom and he came back crying + math league with Cassidy there was Willie Cotton and I had left after doing my stuff and got made fun of by him but I was right and I won and when I came back from whatever I was doing there were huge grapes I think mr Hetland was there as like a supervisor
- 6: i can't remember dreaming anything at all but i'm sure i had some
- 7: i couldn't remember anything when i woke up again
- 8: i remember something vaguely about exo or btob how embarrassing; only about 5 hrs of sleep, need more
- 9: something vaguely about btob?; i feel like big ban g was involved too; my memory for dreams has been terrible lately?
- 10: Sakura tree like ghost things? asking three things to guess what they are we journey around to do that for some reason; wooden gates you stand on to protect; flash/batman/ironman shoe lockers I don't know
- 11: I think i ate a good cookie or s/t
- 12: some weird cooking competition; my grandmas already in my dreams; the assignment was to make brownies but i made instant noodles; looked desperately everywhere for flour and added that to my noodles wtf
- 13: i had a dream i had a huge family and there was a fire and we all ran but the littlest baby was still in there and died it was weird and the house in the end didn't burn at all
- 14: i don't remember
- 15: don't remember
- 16: at some sort of house/building for event went there with infinite apparently and tried to ride back with them or exo or something wtf didn't work tho lmao
- 17: don't remember; it's getting harder and harder to get up every day
- 18: n/a
- 19: n/a
- 20: some sort of touristing place; a hot springs?; run down; can't remember much; scattered buildings
- 21: n/a this is sort of worrying
- 22: i keep waking up later and later and sleeping less and less
- 23: i sleep too little to have any dreams to remember (barely 4 hrs. lately)
- 24: i had a dream, something vivid, but i forgot it, too tired to record it quick enough
- 25: something with a bus, cassidy was there, kaisean was there too; there was a small bus and there were mostly girls I can't remember why or what
- 26: i was at the old house with the backdoor open and a bunch of people in the backyard did a surprise thing for my graduation and i cried and there was soup and ti was there and George came in and Gus did something and i don't know
- 27: another case of me not remembering anything, but i do remember dreaming, just not what it was about
- 28: can't remember; had a rough night, headache, ate too much, felt like puking
- 29: n/a
- 30: had a dream it was the b.a.p concert or something and i saw yongguk and he held my hand and then it was the concert and i was w/ maddy or something and other girls weren't moving so i had to go to another seat but maddy wouldn't go with me and i was alone and very sad so i sat near Ryder Ashley Ty and she wanted to sit with me now but there were no more seats and i was sad
apr 6 2013 ∞
aug 7 2013 +