• ✔ dye hair
• ✔ wear interesting clothing
• ✔ bike
• ✔ FIT classes
• ✔ hang out in the city
• ✔ listen to music
• ✔ see weezer + the flaming lips at jones beach
• redo mariah's room
• ✔ take a lot of photos
• ✔ go to the beach
• ✔ have fun
• ✔ thrift store visits
• ✔ read books
• be healthy

• a small apartment in the city
• with a balcony and big windows
• flowing curtains
• hanging flower pots
• vintage looking furniture
• blank walls for photography
• a record player and records
• an easel
• a typewriter
• a fluffy comforter on a queen size bed
• floral sheets
• lots of pillows
• lots of books
• lots of tea on hand
• lots of toast to be made
• a nice tea pot
• a small collage on one of my walls
• magazines
• collage materials

• fall
  • fleet foxes
  • old spoon (e.g. not transference)
  • mumford & sons
  • a couple songs by iron & wine
  • ingrid michaelson
  • phoenix
  • a couple songs by laura marling
  • belle & sebastian
  • all those singles i got from starbucks
• winter
  • the next to normal soundtrack
  • drops of jupiter and meet virginia by train
  • boston by augustana
  • pink floyd, especially wish you were here (the album)
  • some of o.a.r.
  • come on home by franz ferdinand

• bon iver
• fleet foxes
• mumford & sons
• some regina spektor
• oren lavie
• grizzly bear
• "heart of my own" by basia bulat
• "dreaming on the eve" by verge of bliss
• "to be alone with you" by sufjan stevens
• "blood" by the middle east
• "seaside" by the kooks

• chai tea lattes
• just plain chai tea
• hot chocolate
• caramel brulee latte
• pumpkin spice latte
• peppermint mocha
• peppermint hot chocolate

• when people’s feet get more pale right around where they touch the floor
• the song “alice” by tom waits
• yogurt covered raisins
• how the flowers in my room still look lovely when they’re dead
• hands
• showering when it’s raining outside even though it’s a safety hazard

• get outside more
• eat out sometimes
• take lots of photos while we can
• dress nicely
• go to the city
• re-re-learn to bike
• go to the park
• go into town
• have fun

• snow
• snow days
• hot drinks
• christmas
• scarves
• sweaters
• slippers
• break
• golden hour

• to live in the village
• have a quaint apartment with nice windows
• drink tea all the time
• go to nyu
• get married
• have a cottage upstate
• learn to actually play guitar well
• be a decent photographer
• read a lot of books
• have a nice fluffy bed
• be in love
• be able to survive on my own
• to write short stories
• to be a magazine art director
• or an actress
• or writer
• or something i'll have fun doing
• be happy

• mashed potatoes
• macaroni and (velveeta) cheese
• chicken pot pie
• coffee ice cream
• pumpkin pie
• various hot drinks
• my brother's brownies
• my grandma's cookies

• film iso 200 and 800, maybe some black and white?
• lula
• instax film
• camera strap for pentax k-1000
• that little lens cap string thing for the canon
• photography calendar?

things that would be cool but probably won't actually ask for

• record player for my room
• mini diana
• records
• stationary
• flickr pro account
• canon lens - 50 mm - f/1.4 - canon ef or the f/1.8 because it's cheaper

• sleepytime vanilla tea
• tazo chai tea
• vanilla chai tea
• tazo calm tea
• chamomile lights tea
• iced red zinger tea
• green tea

• fear of being forgotten
• fear of being alone
• fear of not being good enough
• fear of caring for people more than they care for you
• fear of not living life to the fullest

• the notebook
• (500) days of summer
• eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
• science of sleep
• he's just not that into you
• where the wild things are
• it's kind of a funny story
• donnie darko
• virgin suicides
• slumdog millionaire
• girl, interrupted
• the shining

• leaves falling
• sweaters and scarves
• listening to music that feels fall-like
• warm drinks
• pulling the covers up to your cheeks
• it's almost christmas