I want to wear a beautiful white dress and a flower crown on my head, my hair shall be braided with flowers in it and in my hand I want to hold a black rose with a little cross charm hanging on the stem, as well as a photo of my one and only love. My hands shall lie near my heart. Under my head (under the pillow) I want photos of all my loved ones and people shall throw little letters in which they wrote what they loved about me and/or what they will miss when I'm gone, instead of flowers. I want to lie under a blanket of love letters. (And don't throw soil at me, I don't want my dress to become dirty!!)