here's some reminders and reassurance from yours truly.

hi hi, i just want to tell you thank you. i don't express my gratitude and awe for the things you do to me much in a sense that is obvious, but i know deep down i try to in the ways that i am familiar and comfortable with, and that is with my affection and crafts.

thank you for being MY favorite person. the person i can trust with anything whether it's me talking about my weird vivid dreams to my deepest and darkest lows. thank you so much for being a reliable person, you being there for me when i am at my lowest and the world just gets way too much for me is just something that is on another level. i don't think there will ever be a day that passes by where i don't think about how much you do for me and how hard you try for me to cheer up. i am so grateful for you and your efforts. you're always there for me, and i don't just thank you enough. a lot of the time i take you for granted. many of the small things, like you giving me forehead kisses and telling me goodnight and good morning, you wishing for me to be safe and teasing me like always. such a welcoming daily routine and i love it so much, you have no idea. you always give your absolute all for us, you're so selfless and always want me well, but i want you well and i just want you to see the bigger picture some of the time okay? i love you.

you're like the second home and best friend i have in my life. my comfy teddy bear, my boyfriend who is my baby. your creative (but expensive and fancy) dates, your warm hugs and kisses, your taunting teases. thank you for those.

not to mention the fact that you accept me for who i am, every single flaw that i have and every bad thing i have done to cause you any hurt, thank you for accepting it and seeing me as i really am. i am also deeply sorry for any hurt i may have given you.

you are always someone i have wanted to be as you are a role model to me. you have helped me change into a somewhat better person during these past two years, and you have witnessed each and every single change I've went through and cheered me on through the good and bad. i am so thankful for your support.

thank you for protecting me.

when i am with you, i feel like i can be me and do what i want.

thank you for believing in me, for enjoying the things i love even though you may not like them yourself, but for you to sacrifice something to see a smile on my face. your caring sides, asking me about my day and wishing me well. i love being able to feel enveloped in warmth and love with just a simple question. you're like a whole blanket to me.

all sides that i get to see of you, even the ugly sides, i love it and i appreciate it. i slowly learn more and more each time i am exposed and i slowly learn to help you out when you need it as you do for me. this is the thing that means the most to me, as you are honest and not afraid to tell me how you feel, even if you feel like it isn't worth it. i am so thankful.

thank you for choosing me.

thank you for sticking with me and showing me that true love does exist and patience is a virtue. when things get hard between us, we get strong and talk it out and we end up getting through it together as if it hasn't happened. that, i am entirely thankful for.

if i could eat you, i would. lovingly of course.

thank you for making me feel like i am worth your time and efforts, you are worth mine as well. i love u silly.

-n/khoda.