on flight rising, my broadcast message says "we put the 'fun' back in dysfunctional" and someone said "how are you dysfunctional?" so im making this list now

• anger issues
  • i get angry really easily around certain people
  • i punch things when im really angry
    • luckily i haven't broke my fist yet, its only gotten really red
• procrastination
  • i am incredibly unproductive
  • sometimes i have a ton of homework from pretty much every class and i still can spend three hours looking at pictures of green day
• procrastination on things i do to procrastinate
  • some times i draw or read or play an instrument to procrastinate and if i do that at least i'll be good at drawing or something but nope i end up watching tv instead
• social awkwardness
  • i'm not good with people, especially in real life
  • i always assume people aren't talking to me. one time i met my friend's stepdad and he held his hand up to shake mine at i just stared at him for a good ten seconds until my friend shoved me
• time spent thinking at things i've done
  • sometimes i just stare at a wall and try not to freak out over something stupid i did two years ago
• giving up
  • i give up a lot okay
• lack of concern or will
  • i just dont give a fuck about most things anymore, including school
• a lot more reasons