"the home you long for is a place in your past in which you felt happy, warm, possibly loved. A time where life felt more simple. I know, I have that feeling all the time. My home now feels like a cave, dusty and stagnant. It’s not something that exists right now. Your only option is to find a new place, and that takes venturing out on your own into the scary, blind unknown. It takes change. Change is the only thing that may get it back. There is no easy way out, but all you have to do is make change in your life, and work toward your goals. One day I might feel great, another I can’t get out of my house or even look out the window because the sunlight is too intense. I’m so, so thankful for the things in my life that have kept me from becoming homeless and alone, but those things are slowly nearing their expiration date, and that means regardless of condition, this bird’s gotta fl...

where to from here?

had bad dreams the last two nights. I was always chased by something the same place again.