- In the end, I know I can rest at night without any regrets because I really tried my hardest to make it work. I put my heart and soul all of the time. It’s ridiculous that you can’t even trust me because I told you the truth. I told you the truth about everything and anything that happened. I worked my hardest to do things so that it worked and I’m sorry that you didn’t like the fact I did stuff so that I could get my mind off of him so I could be more focused on you. It’s ridiculous and really you overreacted to everything. I hope you’ll be glad knowing that you lost a great girl (and I don’t mean it in a cocky way) and the fact that you’re losing a girl that cared for you the most, that dealt with all your shit, and dealt with you leaving a way. Through everything I stood by you, and I know shit happened that it wasn’t supposed to. But, I went up and did everything so that it stopped. It’s not like it went to a crazy extent of everything and in the end I did it because I love you and care for you. I hope you’re just going through a phrase but if your not then that’s okay. You’re missing out and I’m going to get up and move on. It sucks to know that I’m losing someone that was the epitome of perfect but hey, that wasn’t true all the time. At least you won’t have to deal with the shitty baggage of my emotional being. At least I know that I fucking tried. I tried my hardest to make it work. I hope you get your shit straight and realize what the fuck you are doing.
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