in — happiness, resting, healthy eating, soft makeup, fictional boyfies, making time for others, real friendships and pouring into them, using my time constructively, speaking up for myself.

out — fake positivity, shame, soul ties, rushing, late replies, ruminating in the past, people pleasing, uber eats, trying to fix people, second guessing my ideas and thoughts.

• fawns
• libraries
• traveling
• pink blush
• sleeping in
• hot showers
• my comfort foods
• my dog's scrunchy smile
• sakura blossom season
• when plans get cancelled
• brown lip liner and gloss combo
• that 'ithinkilikehim' feeling

february

• jaded - miley cyrus
• popular - ariana grande
• juno - sabrina carpenter
• good graces - sabrina carpenter

march

• eternal sunshine - ariana grande
• 15 minutes - sabrina carpenter
• couldn't make it harder - sabrina carpenter
• linger - the cranberries
• 4 AM - kaskade (adam k & soha mix)

april