• ~feelings~
• emotions
• clingyness
• attachment

(so i'm scared shitless of relationships and seriouness and commitment (though i have to say that it's not as if i am incapable of commitment; it's just the idea of something with a future scares me--i don't even consider ~living in the moment~ as being a motto of mine, but i am wonderful at finding excuses) and i'm also just scared of being emotionally invested in someone real (as opposed to, you know, on my tv) and it just scares the shit out of me, period, though i am perfectly happy daydreaming about it away)