HOPE FERVENTLY THAT THE WORLD DOES END SO I DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH..............

• looking at garrison's email
• emailing prof vo to be my thesis adviser and read her rejection
• panic about doing actual things with my uteach syllabus/course plan after revisions, aka more or less creating ten powerpoint presentations that are LEGIT b/c SPREADING OF INFORMATION TO PEOPLE!!!!!!!1111
• panic about thesis and finding TWENTY PEOPLE TO INTERVIEW (well 18 i guess)?????????
• PANIC ABOUT HAVING THOSE INTERVIEWS
• PANIC ABOUT DOING ACTUAL RESEARCH FOR THE THESIS
• PANIC ABOUT WRITING A THESIS
• PANIC ABOUT RESEARCH FOR UTEACH
• PANIC ABOUT GRADES
• CRY ABOUT GRADES
• wonder how on earth i ever thought three weeks was too long for winter break
• wonder how i will die
• wonder how i will even manage to do ANYTHING during break!!11111111111 (anything that i WANt TO DO)
• return shit!!!!!!!!!!!!! (well just the independent store on barranca)
• HAVE COFFEE WITH SARA????????