• never having/keeping one true friend
  • missing things right in front of my face
  • leaving.
  • almost every kind of bug/reptile
  • ripping paper (its always given me goosebumps, i dont know why.)
  • not being succesful
  • never having someone fall in love with me completely
  • getting too close.
  • losing.
  • my dad being disappointed in me
  • kissing wrongly
  • having sex with the wrong person
  • not being as talented as people tell me i am
  • conditional love
  • getting in too deep
    • drowning
    • pushing myself too much
    • liking someone too much
  • creaking noises
  • being stupid
  • loud dogs
  • starting over
  • ending
  • the cubs never winning the world series
  • shows being cancelled
  • not understanding a song
  • fear
  • crying in front of people
  • speaking in public
    • particpating in class
  • sharing my ideas
    • what if theyre stupid?
      • they probably are
        • they are.
  • forgetting
    • i hope i never have alzheimers
  • being ugly
    • on the outside & inside
  • too much cleanliness
  • saying the wrong thing
  • loving him forever
    • but at the same time im not
  • trusting the wrong people
jul 4 2009 ∞
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