i want to do these soon!

• water garden
• terrarium

it would be cool to plant...

• herbs
• vegetables
• flowers ‍ ‍⤷ ‍ ‍ i'd love to send them to friends, and i love flowers too

horror/thriller films with themes of loss and grief

• a dark song (2016)
• anything for jackson (2020)
• don't look now (1973)
• haunting of hill house (2018)
• his house (2020)
• lake mungo (2008)
• midnight mass (2021...?)
• the babadook (2014)
• the changeling (1980...?)
• the descent (2005)
• the final girls (2015)
• the night house (2020...?)
• we are still here (2015? 2022?)

misc ‍ ‍ ‍· ‍ ‍ ‍where the garden gnomes gather

• corvidae resources
• emojicombos (i love you)
• ascii art generator

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watchlist ‍ ‍ ‍· ‍ ‍ ‍vineyard

• key ‍ ‍ ‍⤷ ‍ ‍ ‍﹒⟢﹒ aye get a book related to this!!!
• i'd like to watch analog horror ‍ ‍ ‍· ‍ ‍ ‍recs
  • vita carnis
  • gemini home entertainment
  • greylock
  • winter of '83
  • maria labo tapes
• i'd like to watch interesting youtube vid...

• i can get anything i want, but i would need to know what i want. and from there, do the work
• lilcowgirl7 on tumblr says... ‍ ‍⤷ ‍ ‍ "you cannot live alone on the fantasies you feed to your mind, eventually you have to touch your life for real, assess and analyze your habits, understand your character, try not to hate yourself for your character as it was shaped when you were very young by circumstances outside of you, and begin learning how to cope with your character, how to build habits that work for you, finish small projects, finish big projects, expose yourself to more uncomfortable situations, assess why you want to leave that friendship before you leave it, raise your anxiety levels on purpose, so that you can grow, raise your work load on purpose, so that you can grow, so that you can build resilience, so that your life expands, and can be experienced by you in full and ...

watching

• resident evil: 4 remake playthrough
• rewatching for fun: silent hill 2 remake playthrough

reading

• fiction, literary
  • the beautyful ones are not yet born - ayi kwei armah
• nonfiction
  • how to read a dress - lydia edwards
  • the female voice in sufi ritual - shemeem burney abbas

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reading

• fiction, literary

little affirmations to break out of the pit of "all the passion but no discipline". because discipline is a skill we hone!

• better late than never
• anything worth doing is worth doing poorly
• just show up
• rest but don't quit
• a little goes a long way
• slow is smooth, smooth is fast
• we can always try again - in the next minute, next hour, or tomorrow. & the minutes of the clock don't have to be a multiple of 5

little affirmations to continue pushing through

• there is so much time and plenty of opportunities
• the only way out is through
• if everything isn't okay, then it's not y...

• 09 ‍ ‍⤷ ‍ ‍ met friend face to face! hugged friend more than once! great dinner
• 10 ‍ ‍⤷ ‍ ‍ great breakfast & dinner
• 11 ‍ ‍⤷ ‍ ‍ cat purring, friend and i filled the gaps in each other's knowledge re: a certain person hahaha

horror video games with female protagonist

• alien: isolation
• amnesia: rebirth
• clock tower
• eternal darkness
• fatal frame
  • user recommendation ‍ ‍⤷ ‍ ‍ crimson butterfly
• haunting ground
• little nightmares
• martha is dead
• medium
• remothered
• rule of rose
• signalis
• silent hill 3
• song of horror
• tormented souls