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Scorpio Rising ♏

• You are rather quiet and reserved, but others see clearly that you have deep emotions and feelings, even though you may not say very much. But you do find it difficult to make yourself understood to people. You are quite stubborn, and if necessary you will fight very hard for your position against anyone who opposes you. Your anger is not easily aroused, but when it is, it can't be calmed down easily. You like to experience life with your total being. Thus you may display a kind of courage that others find frightening, although you are not usually reckless. In addition, you are quite sensitive to other people's feelings. You are somewhat easily hurt, but instead of pulling back, you often strike out with a cutting remark or biting sarcasm. Anyone who watches you at all carefully will see your anger.
• At the time of your birth the zodiacal sign of Scorpio was ascending in the horizon. Its ruler Mars is located in the ninth house. Your life will be marked by your shrewd, secretive, obstinate, clever, and reserved disposition. You remain an enigma: with these traits, your life events could be either very tragic or very fortunate. To which category of Scorpio do you belong? There are two types, the extremely emotional, attracted by those pathological aspects of biological relationship, or the highly mystical, concerned with spirituality. You are a person of extremes, very sensitive and desirous of attachment. There is some attraction to the occult or to psychic phenomena. You are active in the sense that there is a psychological struggle going on inside you between the positive and negative poles-those of affirming and satisfying or rejecting and repressing. You are very intense in your feelings and remain passionately attached to the person you love. Similarly, when you dislike someone you are very fixed in that feeling. However, there is room for optimism in that: whatever type of Scorpio you may happen to be, there exists a desire deep in your inner self for psychic regeneration. At some point in your life, after the occurrence of a major dramatic event that will affect you deeply, the goal and entire expression of your ego may alter entirely. The intensity and profundity of your passion, however, will always be constant. You have a tendency to go into the shadows and secretly plan the course of action you will take, reluctant to let others know the exact nature of your mood or feelings. In your sexual affairs you are full of passion and strong attachment. Exert more control over your passions; don't be so resentful of others. Use your strong will and character for favorable and beneficial things. You have a strong inclination to be involved in medicine, perhaps even surgery. You are attracted by research and investigation in general. Your life will be geared to the acquisition of higher knowledge, and in a material sense, to the pursuit of activities pertaining to foreign countries. Your mind is over-enthusiastic in regard to philosophic or religious subjects, with a strong tendency for emotion to over-shadow reason - to allow impulse and emotional desire to overrule your rational principles. Unless you are able to exercise a great deal of self control, this position may incline you to break away from all the religious and philosophical teachings you received in childhood and to adopt, in the extreme, a libertine manner of expression which will be far removed from any accepted ideology.

Sun in Libra, 11th House ♎

• You are warm and affectionate, and you enjoy being with people. Yet you are not retiring, in fact, you are quite strong willed and often the person in a group who makes things happen. You like beautiful things and dislike anything ugly. Your love of beauty does not apply just to yourself. You prefer attractive homes and furnishings, pleasant scenery, and even art and music, in which your tastes may be unusually well developed. Very often when you have to make a decision, you have great difficulty making up your mind. This is because you see both sides very clearly, and it is hard to choose between them. Your ability to see both sides makes you a very good peacemaker when other people are having an argument, for you can make them see both views also.
• You are very social and enjoy being with friends rather than by yourself. You try to find out and emphasize what you and someone else have in common, instead of getting caught up in differences. You are a team player who knows how to make the best possible contribution to the workings of the group. You are quite capable of being a leader, because you understand what is best for all of you, not just yourself, and you are able to get others to work with you for group goals. You are also an idealist with high hopes for your life. Your most positive trait is your concern for those who are close to you, as well as for people in general.
• The Sun was found in the eleventh house at the time of birth. In general, this is a favorable position. Throughout your life you will receive assistance from persons occupying superior positions in life. After middle age there are strong possibilities that you will gain in reputation and esteem through relationships with people of prominence. Destiny may grant you sufficient strength of character and even opportunities to carry out your wishes to their utmost. Spiritually, you seem to have a loyal disposition and you are straightforward and honestly oriented. You're very well aware, however, of a sense of superiority and dignity.

Moon in Scorpio, 1st House ♏

• You have very intense feelings, which can be a strong force in your life. But you may find it hard to understand your feelings, because they are so complicated and deep. You want your whole life to be intense and very deep. If you don't get a great deal of reassurance from the people who are close to you, you will feel lonely and misunderstood. You are very fond of anything secret and mysterious, such as stories about the supernatural. Your need to learn about yourself will help you understand others as well. Try not to get so wrapped up in your emotions, however. It would be better not to take them so seriously.
• You get along well with others and are able to win people over to you. Even those who disagree with you have to admit that you are likable. You may be too emotional in your way of dealing with others, so that you see only your own point of view and not the other person's. Another difficulty is that people may feel that they can't rely on you, unless you try to be more consistent. You easily pick up impressions from other people and reflect their moods. This is one reason for your popularity; you are so sensitive to people's feelings that you quickly convince everyone you meet that you are one of them, and people like that.
• The Moon is in the first house. This position indicates that you are strongly influenced by your feelings and moods. Your awareness of yourself is influenced by your momentary feelings, and this perception is subject to rapid changes of mood and emotion. In time, you will learn to understand why you react as you do to various situations, and then you can begin to change your response patterns and take more control of your life. Others sense your lack of emotional self-sufficiency and tend to get involved in your personal affairs, even if you try to prevent it. You express your sensitivity through an emotional need to nurture and be nurtured by others. While you would like to have guidance and supervision concerning your goals and objectives, it would be better to achieve your aims independently so that you will not feel obligated to others. The advantage of this position lies in your ability to sense other people's needs and desires. In fact, you have a calming effect on people who are under stress, and this makes you ideally suited for working with the public.

Mercury in Libra, 12th House ♎

• You make up your mind very carefully, for you don't like to jump to conclusions. You prefer to spend as much time as possible looking at each choice and weighing every point of view. This can be very useful, but sometimes you take so long that other people get impatient. Every choice looks so good that you find it difficult to choose. Whenever two points of view conflict, you prefer to compromise and combine the two, rather than reject one of them. You are moderate in everything you do and won't ever go to extremes.
• You are fond of secrets and often keep your thoughts hidden from others, because you feel it is better if they don't know what you're thinking. Just be careful that you don't make this attitude so plain that people start distrusting you, even when there is no reason to. You may be afraid to tell people your ideas because you think they are no good or that everyone will disagree with them. This is not good, because your ideas are probably not at all bad. Your mind is as good as anyone else's, but you will not get any credit for your beliefs unless you learn to speak up. You like to be alone and ponder your own thoughts, even if you don't share them with others. You are especially fond of beautiful and fantastic ideas. Just be careful not to spend so much time in your private fantasy world that you neglect to learn about the real world outside of your head.
• Mercury was in the twelfth house at the time of birth. Psychologically you are continually trying to analyze others in order to find their motivation. A natural human researcher, you spend time projecting your interests and in faultfinding. It may be very desirable to reverse these tendencies and turn your mind's eye on your inner self. There are many good things about your mind; it is alert and subtle. It is very intellectual really, but you do have some talent for understanding the exotic. There is not much place in the world for your practical and efficient knowledge. This can lead you to anxiety, worry, self- depreciation, and an intense absence of self esteem. Feel more, think less, work harder.

Venus in Scorpio, 12th House ♏

• Your feelings about people are very intense; you either like them very much or not at all. Only deep relationships have any meaning for you. You find it somewhat difficult to tell someone that you like him or her, because you are afraid of being rejected. It is hard to put your feelings into words, because they seem so complicated. And it is true that not everyone will understand you and your feelings, but you will just have to accept that.
• You are likely to be rather shy and reserved about showing your loving feelings. It is not that you are unaffectionate, for you can be quite friendly and loving to others if you trust them. But shyness can keep you from having many rewarding relationships, because you won't be able to get to know others who are shy like yourself. And they may be the only people who can really understand your sensitivity. Try to be a little more outgoing, so that you can start friendships with people you are attracted to. On the plus side, this placement means that you can be very giving toward the people you love. At times you may even give in when you should stand up for your own beliefs, in order to maintain the friendship.
• Venus was in the twelfth house at the time of birth. Only those very close to you have a hint of the little known facets of your personality. Regardless of the way you speak and express yourself, when you are alone, relaxed, and free of worry, you can have a sociable and congenial temperament that runs alongside a generous, kind, and attractive character. This astrological combination may lead you into clandestine love affairs. Unless you use a great amount of tact and diplomacy, these secret affairs may create social complications that force premature termination.

Mars in Cancer, 9th House ♋

• What you do depends on your moods to an unusual degree. When you are feeling positive and cheerful, you act confidently and assertively. But when you are depressed, you are more retiring and much more irritable. Try not to hold your anger in so much. It is much better to express it than to hold it back so that it gradually poisons your whole mood. Sometimes this position of Mars indicates difficulties and disagreements with your family. However, it is more likely that anything concerning your family, your family background and heritage inspires in you feelings of great loyalty.
• You are strongly attached to your own point of view, and if challenged, you will fight very hard for your opinions. You are much more likely to fight for an ideal than for yourself. On one hand, you can be quite self-righteous and narrowly fanatical about your beliefs, but you can also be courageous in defending the rights of those who are downtrodden. You don't get involved just at the mental level; you act on your beliefs. Try not to get so wrapped up in your own views that you won't even consider someone else's. As you get older, you may want to travel around and see quite a bit of the world, which would be a good experience for you.
• Mars was found in the ninth house at the time of birth. Although your personality may not appear as such, your mind has a constant urge to assume a pioneering and courageous drive in intellectual matters which are going to cause many extreme attitudes throughout your life. You are very assertive in your ideals and convinced of their truth. The key to a better directing of your tremendous energy will reside in your power to exercise self-control for otherwise your whole life is going to be involved in a constant destruction of orthodox beliefs and a ceaseless search for freedom of thought.

Jupiter in Virgo, 11th House ♍

• You will grow and achieve maturity by developing a constructive sense of duty, by knowing that what you do is useful to the world and by living up to your responsibilities. You see reality so clearly that you let it get you down. The danger is that you may seriously underestimate your abilities and the possibilities of what can be done in your life. Don't always accept matters as they are, either about yourself and others or about circumstances in general. On the other hand, you can be very helpful to others, and you feel best when you have something important to do. You respect work, even if you do not enjoy it, and when you neglect to do something you are supposed to do, you feel guilty. In fact you often tend to feel guilty about indulging yourself. You have to justify your activities by knowing that they are important on a larger scale, apart from yourself.
• This indicates that you should have good luck with friends throughout your life and that you like being with others and having a good time. Especially later in life, your friends may be socially prominent people who can do favors for you. Also you are likely to seek friends who will show you new aspects of life, who can expose you to what you would never have seen otherwise. For this reason, your friends are often somewhat older and more experienced than you are, and as you get older, you are likely to play this same role for younger people. Probably you are an idealist with high hopes and wishes for yourself. This does not mean that you are impractical but that you have set high goals for yourself. In fact, if you work hard and remain optimistic, you can probably achieve what you want, especially if you seek out friends who make you feel more confident about yourself.
• Jupiter was found in the eleventh house at the time of birth. Your most intimate wish is to develop yourself in life from all angles - physical, moral, emotional and intellectual. You manifest your ambitions in a jovial, optimistic, cheerful, and enthusiastic manner. Emotionally, you have an urge to express yourself socially and to conduct many activities both of a philanthropic and of a psychological nature. By maintaining the esteem that you already have, and in solidly defining your reputation, you will undoubtedly acquire the favor of many persons of authority and wealth who will serve as great aids in the course of your professional career.

Saturn in Aquarius, 4th House (Retrograde) ♒

• This placement indicates that you will be yourself most strongly when working with others toward some collective purpose, because you derive your own ideas of significance from what is significant for the people around you. But be careful not to accept the values of those around you uncritically. It is important to develop your sense of values from inside yourself, not from other people. You don't automatically reject new ideas or go along unthinkingly with the status quo. In fact you are very interested in knowledge and skills that would enable you to change the world around you. But your ideal of change is of a systematic and orderly process. Keep your mind open to every aspect of living, and even if you are not a poet or artist, learn to respect what they do.
• You need more warmth and support from your parents than most people, and often you may not feel that you are getting it. Your parents may seem too strict, too conservative and cautious, or they may impose too much responsibility on you. Whether or not this is true, you will see it that way. Often this placement of Saturn makes you feel that the people who are closest to you do not give you enough emotional support. Believing this, you may feel empty inside and lacking in self-confidence. An important lesson in life is to learn that you are as good as everyone else and as worthy of love as anyone. It is important to realize that your parents may be warm and loving people, but that for some reason you are just not tuned into receiving their affection. However, if your parents really are not supportive, you should find someone outside your family, a teacher or older friend, for example, who will provide reinforcement.
• Saturn was found in the fourth house at the time of your birth. With this placement you may have the feeling that duties and obligations in your early childhood conflicted with your innermost emotional needs. Consequently, you felt frustrated and misunderstood. This could lead to a sense of fear and distrust in the world that is not conducive to success in human relations and communications. However, this does not have to be the case. Although you may feel that your personal freedom is hindered, Saturn can lead you to a better understanding of what causes these emotions. You have the ability to learn a lot about your inner self and about what you need to find emotional security. If you accept Saturn's challenges, you will be able to do or leave things at your own volition. It is only your inner duties and obligations you have to answer to.

Uranus in Capricorn, 3rd House ♑

• These children have difficulty in getting along with established authorities, not because they reject the idea of authority, but because they have so many ideas about how it should be changed. However, they can make changes on the practical level, and they have a good grasp of the social significance of change. The changes made by this generation will be real and far-reaching, but while they are young there may be considerable tension between them and their elders.
• You have a quick and original mind, and you enjoy dealing with new ideas and concepts, especially ones that others consider too extreme. Your beliefs may not be all that different from others', but you like to challenge their opinions. At worst your mind is undisciplined, because you don't concentrate on any one subject for very long. Also you are likely to get bored more quickly than most people. At your best, you grasp complicated principles quickly and are always open to new experiences. It is very unlikely that you will become set in your ways, mentally at least. Your relations with your brothers and sister are very changeable.
• Uranus was found in the third house at the time of your birth. The main effect of this planet in your life, will occur through the subconscious mind. In the third house its vibrations are far too subtle to be markedly felt in physical events. From a metaphysical view, this planet signifies the individual will and the manner in which will is expressed within the environmental limits. You have inborn inclinations to conduct yourself in a manner that is cheerful, bright, humane, and slightly eccentric. Your brilliant ideology is a magnetic source of attraction to friends. You should have excelled in technological sciences and/or modern art, during your years of education. There is also a flair for philosophy and advanced scientific notions in all your mental pursuits. Materially, Uranus may bring many unpredictable changes in your life which cause you to be a temporary wanderer. Your mind is somewhat wayward, curious, and subject to strong temperamental impulses. You are inventive, imaginative and possess strange mental energy which affords instantaneous solutions in critical moments. Another liability of Uranus here is that it brings difficulties in matters related to communication and sudden short trips.

Neptune in Capricorn, 3rd House ♑

• This generation should represent quite a reaction against the previous one. These children will probably idealize work, thrift, practical considerations and duty rather than the more abstract, spiritual ideals of the generation before them. However, their idealization of such practical virtues does not mean that they will be very effective in dealing with them. In fact these principles may deteriorate considerably, simply because this generation does not deal with them in their daily lives but only in their minds and dreams.
• You have an excellent imagination, which you will be able to use creatively in writing, speaking, possibly acting and even in learning about the world. Do not believe what others tell you until you see it with your own eyes. Some people with this placement are afraid to talk to others directly for fear that they will be misunderstood or thought badly of. But it is actually this fear that causes the problem. If you learn to talk directly to people without fear, you will discover that you can easily make them understand you.
• Neptune was found in the third house at the time of your birth. This elusive planet has much influence over your mind. It inclines you to cherish subtle states conducive to a joy that is unknown to most people. Everything pertaining to self expression such as writing, speech and communications, is carried out within a mysterious framework. You love to act under a psychological or even actual disguise: your ideas are mysterious, unusual, subtle, charged with hypersensitivity, and possessed of peculiar beliefs and notions. You have an inventive and abundant imagination whose creations are extraordinarily real. On the positive side, Neptune, depending on your level of spiritual evolution, may grant you the ability to communicate at a distance by supernatural means; a capacity for bizarre astral activities, highly mystical thoughts. Yours is a very dualistic mind which often is torn by totally conflicting sentiments. You are prone to be carried away by morbid enthusiasm and sympathies which, if analyzed under a moralistic light, could be subjected to severe criticism. A final word of advice in this section: try to be more concerned about the material world that surrounds you, and be a little pragmatic.

Pluto in Scorpio, 1st House ♏

• This placement lasted from 1983 to 1995. Many astrologers believe that Scorpio is the sign that is ruled by Pluto. The children of this era should be much more concerned with the forces underlying the surface of reality. They will put their intelligence to investigating all kinds of phenomena, and it is just possible that they will bring the arts and sciences out of their present stagnation to a new period of dynamic activity. This period will be a time of change that is intense even by twentieth-century standards.
• You are a very intense person who takes almost everything seriously. You tend to go to extremes, which may make other people uneasy. You enjoy having power over people and being in a position to make changes. It is extremely important that you develop a strong sense of responsibility about using power, because you will probably always use it to some extent, and if you are not careful you can create problems in your life and the lives of those around you. Other people will either be drawn to you very strongly or will not like you at all.
• Pluto is in the first house. Pluto symbolizes power, regeneration and desire. You approach life with such intensity and drive that you are able to reach the core of all life's experiences. Your projection is strong and is accompanied by a lot of power. You have a lot of personal power and you prefer situations that you control. People find your acute perception difficult to tolerate, especially when accompanied by your customary penetrating gaze. It is important to keep your dealings honest and open. Sexual desire is the subject of curious fascination to you, and exploring the depths of its mysteries will contribute much to your personal self- discovery.You understand that it is often necessary to do away with the old in order to bring in the new. This belief permeates your personal life as well, for you continually strive to regenerate your awareness of yourself and your true nature by doing away with the old patterns that seem to be restricting your growth. Perhaps the most significant meaning of Pluto's placement here is that you make an effort, often motivated by difficult circumstances, to recognize yourself as a spiritual being independent of your body, your feelings and your thoughts.

North Node in Sagittarius, 2nd House

Chiron in Leo, 10th House