To Jacob,

Baby I’m sorry, don’t feel this way 😞. You’re one of the best blessings I’ve ever been granted in my life. You, to me, are aaaall the birthday cake candles (on my 14th birthday at least), all my wishes at 22:22 pm, all the dandelion petals, and all that I could ever wish for. You’re genuinely such an amazing person, and I could see it through the dedication and affection you give to the people you love. If there was a word in the dictionary for you, it’d be bestestest. It’s not in the dictionary, because your worth could never be confined into a word some white guy made a few centuries ago. You mean everything to me, you are everything to me, and I hope I treat you like you are. I’m sorry if my affection is ever lacking or just detrimentally trash, I know I know I’m working on it. I want to be someone you trust, and love, so I’ll try my best to love you better. I love you lots, baby. Like Olivia Rodrigo says, you’re a face I could spend my whole life knowin.

Love, Jessica