To Jacob,

Frustration is my least favorite feeling ever, especially because I like trying and mastering new things. That was so irrelevant, holy cow. Point is, frusturation is okay. A quick, or long moment that feels like a dead end neeever determines your worth or you abilities. If you ever feel like you're not doing enough, you are. You're one of the best people I know, undoubtedly. You're weirdly stubborn, and you somehow think you're never doing enough. That is spiritually Israeli, and if I ever hear you say that you're gonna find three white men up your ass. I genuinely love you so much, and I care for you even more. You, yes you, are aaalways trying your best, for me at least. You've always put in lots f effort in all the things you do despite the cirumstances you're often given. You're worth a lot of things, so whenever you're frusturated, I'm sure your stubborn ass will jump right back up. You mean so much to me, and I hope you never have to read this. I don't wish all things come good for you. but I do wish they come a little easier for you. You've got lots on your plate. I love you baby.

Love, Jessica