• body with red lambs wool as muscle (blue thread)
• encaustic works (and submerge life in it)
• print making
  • moon
  • lady in the water
  • on eraser
• melted wax art
• dye lambs wool for "geodes"
• sew lace/appliques on backpack
• Audrey's painting
• finish watercolors
• sew pockets onto shirts with patterns

UNFINISHED IDEAS:

• band aids & hands
• pop art
• house at night/house in day
• power lines

• One day you fall for this boy, and he touches you with his fingers. And he burns holes in your skin with his mouth. And it hurts when you look at him, and it hurts when you don't. And it feels like someone's cut you open with a jagged piece of glass and then you realized you always felt that way.
• "Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low-self esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, simply surrounded by assholes." (William Gibson)
• The artist as exemplary sufferer.
• It's all so pointless.
• never open up to anyone
• bored of everything
• Love me till I'm me again.
• I can't stand the loneliness I feel when your fingers aren't between mine.
• It's getting harder to believe in anything.

• tight pencil skirts
• BAND: st vincent
• BAND: space babe
• BAND: young natives
• BAND: bob dylan
• BAND: Radiohead
• BAND: Bright Eyes
• BAND: the clash
• BAND: foals
• BAND: the strokes
• BAND: The vaccines
• ballet credit email
• EVERYTHING IS ILLUMINATED by jonathan Safran Foer

author: Paul Coelho

• get my tatoo
• waitress??
• DRAW:margot tennenbaum in bath
• get my septum pierced
• lose weight

• tea with a cirle lemon taking up whole top of cup

• watch movies!
  • Royal Tennenbaums
  • Amelie
  • Arrested Developement
  • Planes, Trains and Automobiles
  • Strangers
• Go to a Hookah bar
• Play pool at my house
• Photoshoot
• What are your goals in life?
• Yoga class together
• Saturday Morning -Flea market
• Go one whole day without talking to each other. Write down everything you wanted to say.
• Let him paint at my house
• Leave him notes around in his jacket, bag, or room
• Stargazing
• Watch the sunset

• How it seems that cats smile when they sleep.
• watching the stars
• Driving with the windows down on a sunny summer's day.
• Rays of sunshine
• Coffee and Chocolate together
• the feeling you get when you have cried and a feeling of calm rushes over you and things aren't so bad.
• Hot chocolate and scented candles, and staying up until 4 am in the wintertime.
• the afternoon sun, and being productive
• lying in bed with nothing to do
• when you can't help but smile
• I wonder how boys feel when they're in love
• words:
• *florid
• *retrograde
• *nostalgia

• make lists
• carry a notebook everywhere
• free writing
• get away from the computer
• quit beating yourself up
• take breaks
• listen to new music
• be open
• surround yourself with creative people
• get feedback
• don't give up
• practice
• make mistakes
• go somewhere new
• count your blessings
• take risks
• read a page of the dictionaty
• write ideas down
• clean your workspace
• finish something

• 18 (Birthday: August 21)
• female
• I was born in Portland, OR
• I live in North Carolina
• I always order the same thing at restaurants
• I feel so old even though I'm so young
• I feel like I've changed and I don't really know exactly who I am, anymore.
• I'm so tired, unmotivated and uninspired.
• I like the rain.
• Vegetarian
• My favorite time of year is Fall/Winter. I like the time leading up to Christmas, because I seem to have so many warm feelings and I believe in good things, again.
• But I love the January/February melancholy, as well.
• Vintage things are the best.