• our lives are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss.
• there’s no time limit, start whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people who have a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of, and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.
• as long as you can still grab a breath, you fight. You breathe. Keep breathing. When there is a storm and you stand in front of a tree, if you look at its branches, you swear it will fall. But if you watch the trunk, you will see its stability.
• we have such a responsibility to guide ou...

• Be a better daughter, sister, friend, person
• Save more money
• Lose more weight
• Be happy
• Learn, gain knowledge
• Take things easy
• Treat myself better
• Sustain worthy relationships
• GPA 3.5

• Tell me that things will get better
• Tell me that i will grow stronger

things are better now (March 2013)

• cliff jumping
• Scuba dive-
• ride on a motorbike at an extremely high speed
• drink till i pass out
• get 2 tattoos, one of words and one of an image (bcoz my mum allows anyway)
• get a stranger's hp. number
• take the world's most thrilling rollercoaster
• learn to play the guitar
• play and sing a song for my other half
• rollerblade down a steep slope again, this time not falling
• stand in an open field during a thunderstorm
• give my parents a hug
• Ride the world's highest/ most thrilling rollercoaster
• KISS A BOY HAHAHAHA

I want to be fearless

24th

• movies

25th

• gift exchange
• Christmas shows
• wineeeeee!!!!!
• santa party hats

TBC

• couples who wear matching shirts = nonononononono!!!
• people tend to raise their voices to get a point across
• people lower their voices in the midst of their argument when they realise they're wrong
• restaurant waiters are usually less nice when serving students
• people do the most stupid things when they are scared
• the people who do not study for a test still do okay
• my house has completely no order or whatsoever when my mother's away
• people like funny people
• and people hate sad people
• the quietest people usually have the best things to say
• you tell a joke so that people think you're funny

• Boys like Girls 2009
• The Killers
• Death Cab for Cutie 2012
• My Chemical Romance ( disbanded :( )
• Good charlotte 2011
• Stars 2013
• Mumford and Sons
• City and Colours
• The xx 2013
• The Cab 2011
• Laneway 2013
• Camp Symmetry 2013
• Phoenix
• Laneway 2014
• Stars 2016
• DCFC 2016
• OMAM 2016
• Bon Iver 2016
• Jessie J 2016

• "He felt persistently that the girl was beautiful - then of a sudden he understood: it was her distance, not a rare and precious distance of soul but still distance, if only in terrestrial yards."
• "'...you don't think the artist works from his intelligence?' 'No. He goes on improving, if he can, what he imitates in the way of style, and choosing from his own interpretation of the things around him what constitutes material.'"
• "'She's sparkling, Aunt Catherine,' said Richard pleasantly. 'A sense of responsibility would spoil her. She's too pretty.'"
• on youth and beauty "'...but he says the biography of every woman begins with the first kiss that counts, and ends when her last child is laid in her arms.' 'He says that unloved women have no biographies - they have histories.'"

• I've been attending church and follow-ups regularly, been trying to remove the thorns in my heart, happiness is somewhere around me and within my reach, i just have to learn to let go
• Therefore, am giving myself another shot at happiness
• Gave up on canoeing, feels like such a disappointment to the teachers, friends and most importantly my teammates and coaches who had so much faith in me (i always disappoint)
• skipping school
• Always happy, sad then happy, sad again
• First 20 days of the year feels like 3 months has passed by
• Growing to love my class more and more
• Feel stupid and tired during lessons
• Keeping to myself more and more
• Attempted to lose weight

August2013

• University
• Camps
• Make new friends
• But don't forget the old ones
• The XX concert
• New beginnings
• Learning to deal with loss, loss of friends, friends whom you can't make stay
• Keep the ones who are worth loving, let go the ones who aren't
• Lose even more weight (it's never enough)
• Do well in school
• Save enough money to get an Ipod Touch 5th Gen
• Stop hating yourself
• Start loving yourself,

Then others will love you

• Grind my teeth
• Grind my teeth against my retainers (they are thinning!!!)
• Compare myself to people going overseas
• Make strange noises when i'm anxious
• Anger anybody

• 1Q84 by Haruki Murakami
• Velocity by Dean Koontz
• Lolita by Vladimir Naboko
• The beautiful and the damned by F. Scott Fitzgerald
• The great gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald
• Bell jar by Sylvia Plath
• Jane Eyre by Charlotte Brontë
• Catch-22 by Joseph Heller
• Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë
• The Wind in the Willows by Kenneth Grahame
• Great Expectations by Charles Dickens
• Midnight's Children by Salman Rushdie
• The Fault in Our Stars by John Green
• Perks of being a Wallflower
• Catcher in the Rye
• 1984 by George Orwell
• A clockwork Orange

• I intend to live forever, or die trying.
• Every time we choose safety, we reinforce fear.
• He who angers you conquers you.
• The curious paradox is that when I accept myself just as I am, then I can change.
• Pain is weakness leaving the body
• Come live in my heart and pay no rent
• Back off/ if there is light, it will find you
• Revel in the chaos
• We have to bring our own light to the darkness
• Live free

• Myself
• My family