I have intense suicidal breakdowns frequently I am severely mentally ill and I often just need to wait for them to pass because coping skills do not help me. If I’m breaking down it may be best to just say “hey I hope you feel better” and ignore me because I will most likely get very toxic.

Hiya I’m Camilo/Milo

• he/him and they/them pronouns
• bi
• nb masc

I am incredibly sensitive so please don’t yell at me if I make mistakes please just tell me calmly what I did wrong and I will do my best to fix my behavior.

I have hurt close friends in the past and I am trying to improve and put those toxic behaviors behind me. I cannot even begin explain the remorse I feel and how I’m struggling to forgive myself for what’s happened.

I want to become a better person but I cannot take being yelled at, it will only stress me out more.

Please be honest with me if I do something wrong. I don’t want to be a bad person. I just want to improve and put the past behind me.

Diagnosed with:

• depression
• anxiety
• panic disorder

Not diagnosed but most likely have:

• borderline personality disorder