I had a painful day, so to speak, one of the things I love the most in the world got hurt in a way that hurt me ten times more, seeing him in pain was ten time more painful to me. In every moment I started to freak out I remembered your smile, the sound of your laugh and your voice, I remembered your jokes, your expression when you talk and your "hm's" when you're paying attention to people and it calmed me down, it calmed my heart and it eased my pain a bit. I need to add this to the list of "things I'm thankful for" about you.

You are my blue immensity, Wonwoo, you're my endless paradise, the place that holds my angels and my peace, traveling to you (even by thoughts) is like achieving fullness. You complete me in an unique and sincere way.

Accepting all my love for you made me become someone better, made me want to become someone better, made me want to think that somehow some of actions would make you proud, made me want to be better and deserve you, deserve the greatness and honour of all the feelings that I've been nurturing for you for so long and even though I know I'll never come close to feel like someone who deserves having you in my life, I know I'll never stop fighting, I never give up fighting for you. You never let me give up and I'm thankful. You make me stronger.