Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Soukoku)

note: please mind the tags when you click on the links, some are rated E for explicit.

• Drop the Act by writingfromtheshadows

the one where Dazai’s been a Port Mafia spy all along

• last words of a shooting star by hriraes ★

in which two boys forced to grow up too fast talk about the past, the present, and everything else that lies ahead.

• When You Are Close to Me, I Shiver by ultramarcypan

Dazai is possessive, and Chuuya will always indulge him.

• the usual fairytale by setosdarkness

Snow White AU. In order to thwart Queen (?) Fyodor’s assassination attempts on him, Snow White Dazai insists on fake-dating the Grumpiest Dwarf Chuuya.

• Smug Victory by StarshipDancer

When Dazai woke, it was with the horrible realization that he’d managed to sleep through the night. He kept his eyes closed and tried to figure out what had happened to land him in a slug’s unfortunately very comfy bed.

• and the cracks begin to show by ExorcisingEmily ★

By twelve, Chuuya would kill for him. By fourteen, Chuuya would go to war for him. By sixteen, Chuuya was ready to die for him. By eighteen, Chuuya was ready to destroy everything to save Dazai.

And isn't that just the problem.

• if you save me once by avereas

“I said that you could do anything to me.” Dazai shifts on the bed. “So could you—”

Chuuya presses a chaste kiss to the back of Dazai’s hand, at the bisector where bandages meet skin. “Nope.”

• before we get too old by avereas

Chuuya gets out from Poe's book, and pays a visit to his ex-partner.

• A Quirk by underneathestars

Chuuya never knew guessing Dazai's password would lead to all of his current dilemmas.

• i'll follow you into the dark by communist_sasuke

“In that other world, the original… What’s it like? Are you happy?” Dazai just stared at him, so Chuuya kept talking. “Because I’m kind of sick of seeing you sad, you asshole. Tell me. Are you happy?” “…I’m trying to be.” Chuuya smiled. That was enough, wasn’t it? He thought it was.

• when the sun dies out by ymirme

In which Chuuya learns he should be more careful with his wishes

• Nostalgia is an Unfair Weapon by frozenCinders

He absolutely shouldn't have lowered his weapon and allowed Dazai to walk forward just because of the way he said his name, just because of the way his stupidly well-conditioned body responded to the familiar tone of his voice. Just like how Dazai shouldn't be so obsessed with committing suicide, shouldn't have left the mafia, shouldn't have come back just to break Chuuya's heart again. There were a lot of things they shouldn't do, but they never were ones to listen to common sense.

• Can't Remember To Forget You by SapphireSunstone

“Listen, what I’m about to say is insane, but I have amnesia.”

Chuuya blinks for a second, a beat passing, before he tries to slam the door on Dazai’s face._

• this is how the world ends by setosdarkness ★

Chuuya wakes up to a world where he witnesses Yokohama’s most beloved couple – Dazai and Oda, also known as soukoku – complete their good deed for the day, holding hands as they do so.

Chuuya wakes up to a world where—he’s supposed to be fighting Russian Fy o d—no, he’s supposed to be the benevolent boss of the Port Mafia. Wakes up to a world where everything is—wrong.

• fluency in the sixth language by Camichuu (orphan_account)

chuuya is seven different languages all on his own. dazai is fluent in four, five – wholly by accident – and now, six, by necessity.

the corruption takes its toll on chuuya, and dazai converses with the ward's liveliest convalescent.

• Nothing but your spine by osamuchuu ★

“Oi, Dazai. We’re here.” Chuuya reached into the car to shake Dazai’s shoulders a bit, rearranging his coat to lay over the man’s back. Dazai swayed and blinked up at him. Whatever painkillers he’d been given had stolen the sharpness from his face. Dazai looked fifteen again, wide-eyed and vulnerable.

And then he smiled. He smiled and Chuuya’s heart stuttered because it was so fucking real, so small and different from all the painted faces he wore now.

This was dangerous.

• Anything that touches by osamuchuu

Chuuya said kindness like he wasn’t, for all his violence, still the kindest thing in the universe to have ever touched Dazai. To have known him, even at the height of his cruelty, and touch him softly now, in spite of it.

• Love is not a victory march by osamuchuu

Dazai’s lips were warm and wet under his, and Chuuya felt strength sing in his core as he cupped the sides of Dazai’s jaw to seal the moment in place. He lost himself in the sensation, in the push-pull between them made physical and real. He swallowed the sounds that crept up Dazai’s throat and wanted more.

• The shape of a falling star by osamuchuu

It hurt, and yet, it was also vaguely welcome— that heavy, wet feeling almost like an embrace. Over the years pain had become a reliable sort of presence in Dazai’s life, it was the only constant.

• Excess by Nilaic

Dazai hated this.

The feeling of being here.

He shifted where he was curled on his futon, and the way his skin rubbed against each other made him want to hurl.

That fat, that incessant unyielding fat that just refused to come off-

He hated it.

He wanted it off.

• Doubling Down by neverbesatisfied

Or the one where Chuuya and Dazai take down a gambling ring.

• The sun doesn't shine as bright by AnonLearnsToWrite

Chuuya is missing. Dazai is handling it the best way he knows how. That is to say, he doesn't handle it well at all.

• The City Where Wind Blows by Raven_Rein

Dazai has long since known that he'd die either by his own hand or Chuuya's.

He just never thought the end would come like this.

• Plate :( by forest_raccoon

Alternatively: local brilliant strategist has a slight meltdown over small uncontrollable part of everyday life

• Pat me down, officer. by DeadDrabble (MisakillDatMonkey)

The 5 times Dazai tried to get arrested and get into Chuuya's pants and the 1 time Chuuya let himself be cuffed for life.

• I Was Screaming Your Name Through the Radio by ElectricSpatter ★

“Four months from now will be the seven year anniversary of when you and Osamu Dazai released your hugely successful first and only album Double Black and its diamond single Corruption. After performing with Dazai earlier this year, are you planning anything special to celebrate?”

“Corruption is insanely overrated, and I would prefer to never hear Dazai’s voice for the rest of my fucking life.”

• Mark by Raven_Rein

Dazai was afflicted with a curse and the only way to lift it is by kissing the person who loved him the most.

Naturally he took the chance to laugh at everyone's expense.

• the ship that has pledged itself to the sun by setosdarkness

BEAST!Chuuya crosses to the original BSD world, and realizes many things.

• Admit Defeat by StartshipDancer

Something was wrong.

Something had been wrong for several days now, and Dazai still couldn’t pinpoint just what it was that kept making his chest ache so horribly. He felt like he was slowly dying, his very being swallowed up by the gaping hole that had opened up where a normal human’s heart would be.

“Chuuya,” Dazai started again. The ache was back, amplified by the sight of such a loathsome hatrack, and Dazai swallowed around the lump obstructing his throat. “Chuuya, I think I’m dying.”

• A Dreamless Man's Wish by asphxdelus

There's a certain kind of loneliness in the act of killing the other half of your soul.

• I slithered here from eden ( just to sit in front of your grave ) by urranus

Chuuya used to think he'd be done grieving at sixteen. Now, at twenty two, he understands there is no end.

He has a body too small for all this pain.

• A Torch and a One Eyed Cat by alaruya

An AU where Chuuya is the champion of Durmstrang, Dazai of Hogwarts, and their meeting and what follows.